Jing de tian di

2006-09-14T17:06:00.000-07:00

OBS...aiyo...i really really very suay lo...b4 sea expedition told de instructor i fever...tinkin bak i felt so stupid...really regretted tellin him...cos nw my fever almost gone liao...tt's was like...bt lookin at it frm diff angle..perhaps if i stay on my fever will shoot to 40 degree...sian la...at first blur blur tot is mild fever cos im feelin very gd n energetic...den tt medic took my temp n say 39degree...really shocked la...worse fever i ever had...den my throat is like so sore la...didn really tok much...they shld have reached their last campsite le...i tink i missed de best part of obs la...it's really saddenin lo...den ytd 8pm i was officially out of de campsite...all alone...took 82 to nearest mrt...took to outram...change train den reach je..took 334 home...reached home at 9 goin to 10 i tink...den my bro is like ants on de hot plate...damn worried...den found out he went to fuhua to look 4 me...im sorry...

1st day:
orienteerin...(ice-breaking)...stock takin n checkin...food ration...learnt to belay...pitched tent...outdoor cookin...haversack packin...debrief...firedrill...bedtime..
2nd day:
rock climbin...learnt kayakin..kayak to 2nd campsite...best dinner...briefin...supper...pitch tent..lightoff...
3rd day:
inverse tower...lunch...fever...sickbay...doc..went ard in speed boat to collect belongin...home bitter home...

really really really missed obs...sea expedition..de best part of all...bt perhaps i wont feel so bad...cos i seriously will hate leavin on de last day...i left pulau ubin abruptly so perhaps i wont feel so sad as compared on de last day...tot tis way so tt wont feel so sad...

samuel(instructor)...new friends:gina...kimerley...manxuan...khairullah...kenneth...carol...lionel...some others bt cant rmb their names or cant spell...

in my watch 2 kena sent home liao...me cos sick...lionel bcos of a snake bite on de 2nd day...really tirin bt fun...really a diff experience frm those hu completed de course...cos i sat in a speed boat 4 many times...heihei...comfortin myself...

don b sad bcos it's over..smile bcos it happened...

a bu gan xin jingwen shang...

2006-09-07T22:33:00.000-07:00

hmm...few bad news tis weeks...really saddenin..tt crocodile man aka steve died due to an stingray sting?...!grrrrrrrr....shld i say weird hilarious or unpredictable...some1 told me tt by right stingray wont whip ppl in de sea..bt by left steve is whip by it...perhaps tt 1/1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000?yep...it's indeed a sad thingy even though i don noe hu is he or hu he looked like...bt when i heard it frm my bro 4 de first time...i gave him a weird n surprise face...mayb they shld consider nominatin de stingray as NKS...national killer stingray...cos it's aimin is superb...on steve heart u noe...nxt...is a guy in sec 1 who is featured by mediacorp due to his strong determination when fightin leukemia...howeva..tink after a few wks of his recovery he died in an car accident...heard frm lotsa ppl tt it's really a fatal accident...if im nt wrong he hang on for 3 or 4 days after tt accident...yep...i admit tt i shed 1 tear 4 him...he recovered his health a few wks nia den tis kinda of thingy happen to him...moreover...his wish after his recovery os to b a doctor...n he attend sec sch 4 a few wks nia...when i c him tokin n smilin in de show i was like .....de feelin can b described by words...really really saddenin...y of all ppl is him?perhaps like cal said..tis is all fated..bt it's really really tough on his parents...imagine...a few wks ago u received de news tt ur child can live n is healthy once again...n yet after a few wks u came to noe tt he alrdy cant hang on 4 long...his smiling face in de show is etched in my memory...today saw de fatal accident sign by de roadside n once again felt really sad...

last saddenin thingy is im fault twice by an empire in cheers...at first really really really angry wif her...cos tt was wat coach taught us...durin de match n after de match i was very hot..bt tinkin bak perhaps my racket is really above my waist...although i still don admit tt bt i will try to hold my racket lower ba...cos it will eventually benefit me in de long run...first was really close...bt she fault me twice...if nt i blieve can win de...bt nvm..it's over liao...anyway..17-21...11-21...muscle achin nw...

life is so unfair , unpredictable n fragile...

A saddening jingwen shang

2006-09-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

I HAD A BAD DAY....~BY JING WEN~im goin to pen down hw unlucky or rather blur i was today...my hp ran out of money...N i let 3 ppl waited 4 me today...at 1st is lt n jm...they waited 4 me 4 20min+++...followed by poor rena hu waited 4 me 4 1hr...i tot alot other ppl goin so told her i will b late...in de end when i was already late 4 15min found out i was de only 1 meetin her cos sb nt goin liao...so i rushed over...b4 i left home my hp batt runnin flat so i charged while i was packin my bag...i reached home at ard 7+++...watched tv n fall aslp...de worst thingy is tt i have to go n collect de bbq pit key...woke up at 1015...saw de sms sent by de CC ppl...ran there...chiong all de way...longest dist ever chiong...tired...in de end made it...heng arh...or else i will screw de bbq up...im sorry...really sorry to lt jm n especially rena..SORRY...i practically apologised de whole day...to lt jm rena n de cc ppl...dui bu qi...alright...goin to bath n slp liao..tml shld b a better day ba...

puntuctality is important,jingwen..!!!

A sotong jingwen shang...

2006-07-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

im nt goin to scold any vulgar...!nutty comp...!!!hung on me...almost finishing on de entry liao..hung...grr...

ok...tis blog is in de process of decomposition...addin on to de natural fertiliser...im retarded...camp ended a few days ago n im here to blog about it...yep...i slept de wkend away...really enjoyed de sec 3 camp...nt as bad as wat de sec 4 describe...perhaps bcos we escape frm PT ba...thnx god man...

high element , cheers n flying fox is cool man...of course coolest of all is kayaking , mudwalk n campfire...highlight of the camp : campfire...tt's wat frens r for is indeed a great song...full of emotions...chu dong ren xin...saddening effect...hated it when CAMPFIRE IS BURNING OUT...cos it almost mark de end of de camp..

really missed de instructors...JEREMY...n de dearest kevin...

kevin u tarzan u looked like woo...kevin u giant u looked like woo...

jeremy u cute cute u looked like woo...jeremy u yo-yo u looked like woo..

y mus all gd things come to an end?y cant gd thingy last?missed de beautiful memories n precious moment we had together as a sec 3 cohalt...
jingwen..dump tis childish n foolish thought away...!cos tis is part n parcel of life...

suaning time...!!!according to jason dictionary, there's only tall , taller n tallest...
jason : tall
jeremy : taller
kevin : tallest

yang yan is so chio lo...although didn tok to vanessa 4 more than 3 sentence,to me, she's really cool...

today is an enjoyable day...frm sch to CCA , it's all about camp camp n more camp...from cheers to instructors to world cup...is all on our chattin list...

i wanna b instructors...!cal ade sm...let's go...

still at de high camp mood..bt mus get over it fast...cos there's chinese O's oral tis wed n physics test tis thurs...tt physics suddenly pop up...dampen my camp mood...shao xing...salt n bases is so alien...chem is a stranger to me bt camp simply rox...yep...goin to focus on my studies liao...quit my job...sacrifice seh...

evan said :'coach suddenly looked so old'...tis made me realise tt time really flies..gt de common test timetable today...it may seemed far bt it's crawlin nearer each day...SO FAR YET SO NEAR...

to de intructors is us , is de sec 3 '06 cohalt hu made the camp a success ...bt to us is de instructors tt made de camp a success...

o we were sad o we were sad o we were sad when we had to leave camp as well as de instructors...bt de spirit shall nt perish when de camp break...

area cleaning wei sec 3 camp hua shang yi ge mei li de ju hao...

sian sian sian...jus came bak frm trainin...today wasn't tt tough...JJC bmt cher spoke to us today...tt's my dream JC..offerin scholarship..hope it wont turn out like ?uhua de...hor evan n sm...bt nw havin second thoughts about goin to JJ after hearin wat de others say...

no appetite today...don feel like havin dinner...munchin on some biscuits...

yay...tis camp is indeed a fruitful 1...i confirm tt i no longer feel anythingy for him...im freed...i don like him anymore...few days b4 camp i was wonderin if i still like him...after de camp it is chop chop liao..it's tough likin a ppl...

a xin ru zhi shui jingwen shang

Likin a ppl is a beautiful thingy bt a torture...

2006-05-26T19:51:00.000-07:00

yaya...here to entertain lm liao...wat r frens?shldn't frens b understandin?y shld 1 b angry over small matters?y does everythingy seemed to b my fault?hmmm...im a qian gu zui ren izzit?she's de angel...she's perfect..everythingy is my fault..i can only ren ren ren...i don show my temper doesn't mean i don have 1...is jus tt i don wanna make every1 unhappy...i mayb an extinct volcano...bt u cannot rule out de possibility tt i may erupt on someday sometime somewhere someone...ms kwa will b elated to c tis...i may b pissed off...bt tt doesn't mean im angry..ppl shld noe wat i will look like when i erupt...i hate it when on de surface u looked so close wif some1 bt in fact it's nt..i hate it when u r backstabbin some1...i hate it when some1 any o how vent their anger on some1..ok...close de case...no1 in tis world can b trusted...or rather i haben find 1...my mouth r shut until i found 1 whom i can trust fully...wahahahaha...nt goin to share my darkest secret wif any1..lalalalalalalalala..holi is finally here...holi have came..

A stressless jingwen shang

wo zhi shi xiang yao...

2006-05-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

These are supposed to be the instructions. "This is for those who are tagged by me..this is wat u all hv to do, so enjoy :) if you have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover. do specify the gender. then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages. if you've been tagged, you need not do this again.let's start.

Gender:Male... -i'm nt a les..
(1)above 172m .. -don expect yaoming height..
(2)macho n tanned.. -hate sissies..!
(3)cannot b a flirt.. -hate dirty men
(4)always there 4 me.. -lend me a shoulder to cry on...
(5)keep his promise .. -hate empty promises..!
(6)caring to ppl .. -hate cold-blooded animals...
(7)understanding.. -Male Chauvinist Pig sux

suay ppl:
(1)CHONG Si Min
(2)Evan
(3)Jing Wei
(4)Michelle
(5)Rena
(6)Si Hui
(7)Sze Ting

guai guai zuo...

exam over liao...first paper already feel very sucky liao...SS...sure kena suan by seah de...is nt tt i don wanna do well...hu don wanna do well?cos i'm stupid ma..study hard oso no use de lo...prepared to b suan by u liao la...there's a limit to my ability...is nt tt i don wanna improve my studies n bmt skills rite?hu don wanna b the best?i'm nt like edwin...hu's source-based is so damn gd...i'm nt like evan...hu's bmt skills 1 of de best..i'm nt like some ppl...hu don nd to study can do betta than me...my hours n hours of studyin = their hours n hours of playin...i'm nt like ppl hu have some1 whom they can confine in...perhaps i tend nt to trust ppl too easily...tt's de way to protect myself...perhaps i cannot b myself..hard work can gurantee success..BULL SHIT...a bunch of crap...lies lies lies...i'll give myself another year..a year of trainin...if nxt year still cannot get in2 de team if O level cannot get below 15 pts...tis means hard work can gurantee success r bull shit crap n lies...yep...doomsday over liao...time to enjoy myself...time to lie to myself tt:i'm nt stupid , it's jus tt i'm lazy , i'm nt workin hard enough...

Work Hard...Jia You...Gambatae...

A freed jingwen shang...

2006-02-15T18:16:00.000-08:00

palapapapa....shitty fucky damny...i created a BLOODY entry prevously bt de damn bloggie gt a prob cannot post...BLOODY hell la...bt i don care a damn...Hmmm...me nw can sing like A du man...nw i noe liao...other than constipation, sore throat oso can..shld i go take part in singapore idol?C-car-li i bcome A ke.. A jing.. A wen..u will never noe...alright...is bullshit...tis few days sick...tt damn chicken take revenge on me..ask me if i kena bird flu...cos previously i asked her tis Q...chicken injured her chicken wing...ytd fuhua against kranji..wahahahahahaha...won..zui ke xi de shi i didn managed to go watch...on MC....today me bro go fetch me frm sch half-way...fever decided to HAUNT me again...sian la...sick everyday still gt to study...study physic liao study chem....study chem liao nw is geog...chuan bu guo qi...yearnin for a gd break frm all these BLOODY knowledge...haizZz...mum quit her job liao...currently you chu mei you jin...no income at all..anyway hope she can get a gd rest...i was wonderin if human is actually de first robot...perhaps GOD created de first robot...instead of those scientist?365 days hor a robot can work 364 days...1 day is robot off day...maid can get leave on their festival...chinese get leave on CNY...normally at least 2 days la...bt some damn kebo BLOODY boss will give 1 day nia...1 day leh...364 workin days man...i tink robot oso will nd some polishin rite?de cb boss which is oso my relative is so BLOODY kind man...get ur damn facts rite ok...workers r human..they r nt ur chu qi tong lo..u jolly well don vent ur anger on them..wat r tis kn\inda of boss call?BLOODY IDIOTS..so li hai u go work 365 days without any break la...c u will go berserk or nt...take MC frm doc cannot use..wat kinda of BLOODY logic is tis?hand stop mouth stop...no work no income...crazy...health is more important man...u betta don come my hse n yell at us...wat rights have u gt...i like my hse to b a doggy kennel wat can u do...mind u...i'm nt ur worker...watmore...tis is my home nt urs...it is none of ur business...don nag nag nag tt tis is 4 ur all gd...blah blah blah...don use ur damn discipline method on me...it's nt gonna work...my mum didn even say a single word...u nag nag nag...hope all ur workers will leave u..c how ur damn BLOODY factory is gonna survive..don come bak pleading wif us...or perhaps u will yell at us instead of pleadin...basic pay:$1050...after CPF deduction:$800...OT:$800+++...medical thingy: settle urself...u sick arh?none of my business...annual leave:1 day...special privilege:things cannot b sold take home eat lo...especially those put a few days 1...wat kinda of BLOODY job is tis?yea...everythingy is our fault...u r so damn innocent...like fuhua uniform...so pure..so white...so clean...spoil a few duck cost $$ man...o...den drive mercedes don nd $$ hor?go holi don nd $$ hor...wear all those kim kim glitterin stuff don nd $$ 1...all drop frm de sky 1...shen arh shen arh...can drop some to me...nw nt drop fish...nw is drop all these thingy...all these don nd $$ 1...only ur precious duck nd $$$...might as well go b ya aka gigolo aka duck urself...since duck is so precious so costy to u...wait 1 day i finish studyin n find a job i use my $$$ ya si ni...hu ask u yell at my mum...

Women r vicious...howeva...men r petty like hell...
I hate petty man...

A Wen shang...

KNNBCCB...CB...LAN JIAO LANG..BLOODY IDIOTS...IDIOTIC...NABEI...FUCKER...BASTARD...

2006-01-22T10:54:00.000-08:00

yep...flunked very very badly 4 de surprise test...yes..i'm de only 1 hu gt 0...my sausage is gone...where is it?E math test oso fail..13/30...A math quiz 2 pass by 2 marks...currently listening to untitled by simple plan...crazy about tis songs...gt tis song on thurs frm alex durin de learnin journey...'N I CAN'T STAND DE PAIN...N I CAN'T MAKE IT GO AWAY...NO...I CAN'T STAND DE PAIN...''I JUS WANNA SCREAM'...we seemed to have drifted...it is quite obvious...discovered there's no common topics between us anymore...bt tis have brought lj n me closer...much closer..perhaps tt's de side effect on competitive ground like wat bro have said...perhaps tt's part n parcel of life...although 6 of us predicted tt tis might happen...bt it is still nt prevented..if only everything can remain as it is...all 6 so close...lg i agree wif u...de aftereffect is nt a gd experience...

I have failed...u mus succeed...don let others kan bian wo men...dedicated to my bro...exhausted...no more bing jin le..upcomin tests...!one of them is devil A math..jus nw wanna do my zhou ji bt cannot tink of any thingy to write...mrs you say our sittin arrangement is horrible so she wanna change...haizZz~...hope it can b a gd seat ba...howeva...luck is always nt on my side...so ren ming ba...bought 2 new shirts...both is 'blind'...wow...de picture is like...i love it so much...taken weight n height liao...i bcome shorter n lighter...171.5...53.5kg....

Experiencing the aftereffect of a tornament...

A sian diao jingwen shang...

2006-01-11T11:23:00.000-08:00

bastard...my neck hurts more as compared to ytd..doc give muscle relax pills...i tink more to muscles hurtin pills ba..turn 4 direction oso hurts...up down left right...45 degree to de south north east west oso hurts...useless bum...cannot even walk properly...am i walkin or runnin?tink is walkin very fast ba den fall down ba...useless...nw i go join uniform group is de best...cos my head won't move about...only will look straight...ytd night doin alot tinkin...sorry evan...i still cannot tink positively...givin up hope already...is useless to train so hard...likewise for A math...i can sit there 4 so long n i can't figure out how to get de damn answer..keep tryin on rough paper...try try try...fail fail fail...dad sick nw...jus cooked something 4 him to eat...haizZz...~wonder how lj is feelin nw...tink still alive n kickin ba..cos still gt to get on wif life...is pretty true la...is jus tt i won't b tryin so hard le...cos is useless fruitless n meaningless...cos eventually it will still fail...ytd ordered CNY goods...nth seemed nice to me...cos feelin very giddy, tired n sad...feelin giddy cos i knocked my head...feelin sad cos i trained so hard n it is nt of any help...feelin tired cos i'm stupid enough to stayed up de whole night on sun to finish my homework...in de end only gt 1 hrs of slp...bt i can't b bothered about all these cos today is a brand new start...a brand new jingwen...won't b online so often...won't b goin out so frequently...lucky today didn vomit or feel giddy anymore...cos if tt happen i will b sent to a vet!cos i'm gougou...->pink pig create de..

back to the starting point...chiongin 4 my studies...everything is a new start...i sure can achieve gd result de!..!

Believe and u can do it...don believe n u will sure fail!..

A brand new jingwen shang...

2006-01-09T21:31:00.000-08:00

Everything seemed as if i'm dreaming...sch reopen caught me unprepared...everyday doin loads n loads of homework...first week walk home kena bird shit..fuck de damn shitty bird...ASSHOLE...KNNBCCB...A math caused me to lose confidence...i try so hard...still cannot solve de problems...In de end sure did very badly for de damn surprise test...everytime oso like tis n i cannot take it anymore...everythingy is goin against me...lost de matches...cannot participate in de competition..wat for i trained so hard?ppl tried their best=100%...while i mus give my 200% only then can i achieve de same result...fucked up already...born loser...i tried so damn fuckin hard while de result turn out like this...fine...i admit defeat..i was born stupid...i gt to try so hard...while others can get it easily...don feel like goin night trainin anymore...a waste of my time n $$$...cos i'm stupid...i am nt goin to succeed in anything...ppl can understand a concept so easily while i nd so much help...coach say don b dishearted n i understand tt...bt i really cannot take it anymore..i trained so hard...ppl cheat when doing push-up n i try to finish all...even bought a dumbell...wat's de use of all these?is jus bullshit...1 setback after another...after losin de match nt tt sad...cos already gt a feelin de result will b like tis...mentally prepared already...i won't b showin my weak side in front of any1...die die oso will put up a strong front...in conclusion...no matter how hard u train, when u r born stupid, u r 4ever stupid...!b4 de match oso very down on my luck...wanted to go toilet den slip n fall...land on my head...went to de doc n she say i strained my neck muscles...stupid ppl r like tis...i hate de feelin when u tried so hard in de end oso fail...no matter is my studies or CCA is all de same...de damn blog dunno gt wat fuckin cb problem...cannot show de tagboard n links...nt goin to b bothered about it...i so stupid...sure cannot repair it 1 la...is nt angry about nt able to get in2 de competition bt is jus bu fu tt is sacrifice so much yet i still cannot get wat i 1...

moron 4 1 day,moron 4 life...

A 0% confidence n dishearted jingwen shang...

2006-01-01T14:08:00.000-08:00

Grrr...last second day of holiday...hmm...almost completed my homework...bullshit!perhap today n tml won't b slpin ba...or else first day of sch kena de cher saliva..nt gd nt gd..doubt i can finish all..so must select which to do...ytd is my christmas day...mornin went to work..den after work go help birdie aka dian yong aka retarded collect racket..shun bian go c gt de bag we wan anot...after much effort finally booked liao...delighted sia...u noe how much we love de bag??we r willin to travel frm ang mo kio to orchard...frm orchard to queensway...in de end jurong gt...bt nvm..hu ask me first time to love something so much!!!...simply love de bag...den meet derrick aka colleague aka nxt year classmate...nw den i noe he jus live at de opp. blk n he noe my cousin..lolxXx...went jp to meet auntie n chengyong aka da tou 4 bkshop outin...most imptly all our expenses r paid by auntie...she so gd..so nice..so open-minded...sat in seoul garden until de workers there give us a hint to leave...fully booked liao...waitin list long liao...bt we heck care..typical singaporean...went to bugis street..bought my shinchan alarm clock...first time bargain...learnt frm chengyong de...tt uncle say $12 den without tinkin i straight away say $6...chengyong oso like tis wat...help coach buy bag straight away cut half...den all like kena electic shock...lucky voltage nt high...or else result may b fatal...warmin up my brain nw..in de end after much arguin bought it at $8...wahahahaha...went around lookin at bags cos chengyong n derrick wanna buy sch bag...tt damn derrick body long bag oso mus long long to protect his ass...jk...tt damn shop-keeper die die oso don wanna cut de price to $28 or $29...die die oso mus $30...thirty thirty = dirty dirty...went to starbuck to drink ku ku de latte...eee...i don noe how to appreciate coffee!!!...play pranks on ppl...haha...de uncle is like...so intelligent lo..saw through our prank...evan so ke lian...didn manage to get entertain by us..diona so blur..de huh queen...cal so shocked...tot her frens to gd to buy her a cake...after went home to bath...on de MRT saw a gang of guys...we board de train den they start sayin fuhua pai..cos we wearin fuhua PE T-shirt wat...advertise 4 fuhua...den they say nono is E-mei pai...they shaolin pai...meet again to go de BOON LAY countaown...regretted goin there...so sian...i suggested go marina there den chengyong say too crowded...bought 8 bottle of 9 aka jiu aka alcoholic drink...me drink E33 + "fruit juice" ended up "drunk"...went to sit at de coffee shop to have a drink n eat something...after tt went home...altogether spent $8 nia...on my alarm clock...let me tell a story..long long ago...gt a girl call jingwen...n a doggy call calista..they meet to do homework at clementi mac...den bumped in2 a VAMPIRE!!...alot of Y's to ask...perhap she can go b de host 4 10 thousand Y's!!!bt is 4 olden times..den i started tinkin am i on TV...wanna pose...crappin...cos her dressin n hairstyle aiya...means overall la..only can b seen on TV...her voice is like so damn CLEAR N LOUD...fuck off..me do math till i dl...wanna bash ppl up...n throw in2 de time travel machine...critisin ppl...say wat y shld ppl dye hair...u go DIE la...later ppl let u get scorch in de sun den u noe...cos vampire cannot b xpose to sun wat..tonight still goin to watch my date wif a vampire 3 1 hor...de more unlucky thingy is tt i meet wif sm to do homework saw her at jp...sian dao...wakao..i learnt a lesson...vampire change liao...no longer appear at night..can oso b seen durin daytime...b careful...1 may b on ur left right up down or ....BACK!!sianified...do math nia...den only do till 2h nia..still gt 2i n review Q. de rest haben even touch...mayb me is goin to bcome vampire...mus blieve tt i can finish de...xiang xing jiu ke yi...bu siang xing jiu bu ke yi...xiang xing jiu ke yi...bu xiang xing jiu bu ke yi...XIANG XING JIU KE YI...BU XIANG XING JIU BU KE YI!!!

one will cherish a thing when they spent a great effort in gettin it!...

A sian diao aka overjoyed jingwen shang...

2005-12-11T13:16:00.000-08:00

HmmmMmm...accomplished a BIG thingy...wahahahahaha...finally hold a pen in my hand..!!ytd went out to clementi mac to do homework...sat down at 2pm..3/4 of de time slackin around...so only managed to finish touchin exercise 1a..heihei...kekexXx...8 more days to trainin break..kinda of lookin forward to it..tt wk meant no muscle ache...!!i accidentally spilled lemon juice on my hand...both right n left...SUAN dao..buay tahan...slp pain...eat pain...bath pain...pain frm day to night...sunrise to sunset...somemore...wabiang...mus find a wall bang...yoko yoko very diff. to find...ask all those provision shop...didn sell...went guardian c...omg...1 bottle cost $8 @#$%^&*()_+...of course i abit bu she de la...later dunno wanna go out anot...still cannot decide...yes!!i am fickle-minded...kor kor went worked today..wahahahahaha...more ppl to yang wo liao lo...hate those virus...so silly...especially pop-up..!!use ur brain la...send virus to ppl gt wat use...ppl will pay u million or perhap billion $$$???..ppl will respect u???ppl will tink u r tt great so tt u can leave ur famous name in history...nt a piece of shit 4 u...screwed up...fed up...last minute work is prefect 4 me...cos every year sama sama..last day of holi me n my bro so united...chiongin homework...aiyo...actually till nw i don exactly noe gt wat homework...only sure of math sci n chinese nia...as 4 eng...???haizZz~..dunno gt wat...bt i don give it a damn..100% slacker...

ping shi bu shao xiang...ling shi bao fo jiao...

A glued to comp jingwen shang...

2005-12-09T22:35:00.000-08:00

sadden...wow...today went to de wonderful gym of my sch...is so damn GD!!...inside de wonderful gym is wonderwoman usin de wonderful workout thingy...so many thingy crippled...car accident...den do de weight...first time use la...mountain tortoise...put de weight on my neck...put at de wrong place den my neck bone still hurt seh...lolxXx..trainin still ok today...jus bcos of de wonderful weather today i was like so DRY!!...evaporation cannot take place well in humid weather...wahahahaha...today so dao mei...betta don eat suan mei liao...later bcome worse...coach let us play game...den tt LA-REN knock in2 my teeth..heng i gt calcium...or else bo gay liao...den de wonderful floor of de wonderful hall so MUCH friction leh...fell down den gt colours on my leg nw...nt bad nt bad...gt my favourite colour!!!BLUE!!!nonono...is de wonderful colour tt sm wanted...blue-black...sm...u wanna dye hair??go de wonderful hall den fall down n there will b colours on ur hair..bravo idea...den after workout accident really happened...i cut my hand...no wonder today tt chihuahua eye keep twitchin...lolxXx...somemore...i pass my baobei phone to my bro...wanted him to register my sim card 4 me...den he go de JP 7-11...guess wat???tt damn comp broke down...pissed off...wanted to bash things...NC 16...too violent 4 kids...cannot blame...i underage...cannot register...nxt year can register myself...bt hor...tt time i cut liao...nt cut hand...nt NG...is my line kena cut off liao...wabiang..the rainbow connection simply rox lo...cos gt ou xuan wat...100% fan of her...she so chio...yoko yoko is so effective...1 more job lobang...b de yokoyoko de act in de commercial de ppl...dai yan ren la...gt free yoko yoko den gt salary...haha...so qidai...trainin break comin soon!!..wabiang...dunno de date today...LT is correct...is 9...
10 more days to break..bt tt's when de bkshop is busiest....sadden...mus find 1 day go out chiong whole day...mummy don miss me wor...few min later goin b doggy counsellor...or cowseller???i tis doggy too pro liao...

everythingy happen 4 a reason...gd thingy will follow after unlucky ones...

A full of hope jingwen shang

2005-12-09T16:06:00.000-08:00

erm...blur like sotong nw..confused...troubled by damn tution again...dunno waT to do...shld i find other cher like ST wan or take up de offer like LT suggested...or shld i don even have tution???hmmmMm..perhap de last resort is draw lots ba...6 hrs a mth,2 subject cost $150..tt cher offered...8 hrs a mth,1 subject cost $90...tution centre...???hrs,8 subjects cost $0...looks appealin hor...study on my own lo...3 options...haizZz...slpy nw..trainin nt tough bt physical trainin omg..train weight...today shld slp in de fridge...den tml gt jelly to eat...cos hand jelly jelly nw...chocolate flavour de...perhap i shldn't have tution ba...den don have so many damn problem...watmore...if ST have tution she might have to quit night trainin...both is impt to me..wat to choose???tution or trainin???trainin or tution??really wish to have tution cos it will help me in gettin betta result...only then my mum will feel contented n most imptly only then i can prove to my relative tt girls can study nt only noe hw to do housework...sm aka mouse aka lor mee aka lao shu aka wateva shit hurry come bak...i nd ur advice...

wat r frens 4??fren will b by ur side givin u advice when u nd them...!!

A confused n piggy jingwen shang...

2005-12-05T09:50:00.000-08:00

erm..a coolin day..nt too hot...nt too cold...nt too warm too...jus nice...have a mornin flu as usual..wake me up frm my ~lalaland~...let me tok about last week...haizZz~too much mei li liao...as in insect attraction..damn it...i attracted a king of jurong ytd night...a flying cockroach...walan...scared me to death...almost cried out..dunno frm which airport take off den land bside me...somemore land so hard...den de commotion caught my attention...wow...so giant...den i freeze there...don dare move...den ytd whole day free den decided to clean my kennel...wow...so damn dusty...lucky didn let me c any insect...den go watch TV den come bak...walau...a giant lizard...thank you...bt i didn c mosquito or ant around!!!...i noe...tt damn lizard mus b treasure huntin..or perhap playin hide n seek wif me..i go take insecticide...spray spray spray...yao ba insect yi wang da jing!!!...after tt mission...continue to watch my TV programme..den last monday...wakao...jus came bak frm night trainin oso bei xia dao...gt a beetle fly in2 my hse...walau...rain tt day...den those flyin ant oso fly in...to hunt my light...asshole...nxt time buy hse i sure won't buy low low de...mus buy high high de...ppl is ping shi bu zhuo kui xin shi...ban ye bu pai gui qiao men...i is...ping shi bu zhuo kui xin shi...ban ye bu pai insect lai...sob sob...i hate gaga(insect)!!!...gGggggGGGrRRrrrRRRrrRRRRrrrRRRRRrrRR!!..!@#$%^&*()_+...bastard...den nw tryin to download a damn game...didn c de damn window pop up leh...haizZz~later still gt to go trainin n night trainin...

mei li bai fen bai...insect wu fa dang...insect attraction...where's my insect repellent???!!!

A mei li wu fa dang de jingwen shang...

2005-12-03T22:45:00.000-08:00

ytd went cycling on my own...cycle to my cher hse to return $$$...wakao...i cycle cycle cycle den cannot find de block damn it...keep goin in2 st 65...sweat like hell....lucky gt cap...heng i'm on de bike...if i were to walk i will b cursin n swearin de boon lay estate...last time go sell icecream gt a bad impression liao...wow...those flat machiam twin u noe...almost look de same...den gt so many road...u noe...i'm a direction idiot...nonono...i only direction IQ low...nt idiot...cos jingwen shuo wo bu shi ban chi...wo zi shi zi shang di...when waitin 4 cher to come down...i was tinkin...OMG...later hw am i goin to get out of tis damn place...asked cher hw to go out...cher say jus go straight...i was tinkin...huh...if gt junction hw...bt haizZz~~resourceful jingwen sure can do it de...at most go circle square rectangle triangle...wateva shit la...cross lotsa traffic light ytd...when leavin tt hell place very funny seh...i plan to go right den after tt de left traffic light turn 1st...den i tink haizZz~~~ jus go la...treat it as excursion...shun bian enjoy de breeze...or take in some vitamin...jus hope don get skin cancer can liao...wahahahaha...in de end...i anyOhow go de rite way liao...when on my way there shld c which traffic light turn 1st den go lo...tink so much 4 wat...wasted so much brain cells...i go there spent 1hr +++...den return home spent 50min+++...ytd my brain was protestin after those circle rectangle square triangle...wake my mum up cos she wanna go collect medicine...actually plan to go wif her to buy grocery or shld i say those junk food...lolxXx...u noe...i am marigold yoghurt ambassor n de tiger biscuit dai yan ren...wahahahaha...i didn go down den my poor mum gt to carry those stuff bak on her own..wow...she bought detergent all those...shld have gone down wif her...cannot blame 2hr +++ of cyclin has cause wear n tear in my body..i machiam shoe like tis...bt nt those kinda of stinky 1 hor..my ass hurt nw...my bike de seat so hard...lucky i'm nt a guy...cos gt a news report say if guy were to use a unsuitable bicycle seat...they will have problem reproducin nxt time...today whole day stay in my kennel...my room la...cos i'm a doggy wat...nt like cal...chihuahua...nt like LA-REN(pull ppl)...poodle...actually i oso dunno i wat breed la..slp den wake up read bks...slp den read bks...today my life machiam water cycle...do lotsa tinkin today...come to a conclusion...nxt year tink i wanna chiong on my own..don tink goin 2 have tutor ba...cos my account goin dry le...cos few years ago signed up 4 a dunno wat plan...walau...every month deduct $100...siao...hai...dunno wat de heck izzit...4gt de detail liao...nw keep readin chinese storybk...preparin 4 my chinese O level...omg..i cannot imagine i'm goin sec 3 nxt year...takin my first major exam nxt year...time passes so fast...time flies...memories flies...money oso flies...actually totally no confidence in de new format...nth to study...tryin hard to improve my chinese vocab ba...haizZz~...mama really unhappy at her workplace...she say wanna change job...today oso thought of tis...bt cannot find any solution...y can't i b more intelligent...y am i so stupid...pri sch still can get some scholarship...nw wateva shit oso don have...failure...hope nxt year really can do well...hope not jus enthu 4 3min...my life is a total mess...all homewk haven do...still left about 1 mth sch will reopen n i'm slackin around...cannot start my homewk cos my room is in a total mess...tis holi i 4eva tired...haizZz~~~...hse oso total mess...sure will get a scoldin if my relative were to come...

sometimes in life u shld do things accordin to ur feelin...

A hopin to chiong jingwen shang

2005-11-26T11:50:00.000-08:00

bloggin marathon...jus came bak frm torturin bmt camp...machiam in zoo...bein treated like animals....wahahahahaha...cos our physical trainin is like omg...80 sit-up...nvm tis...wow...3 sets of duck walk,frog jump n kua bu EACH!!!..300 times of tip-toein...wahahahahaha...tt's y my leg achin like hell...PT so concentrated on de leg...heng heng no push up...or else really frm head to toe pain...walkin machiam cripple...nvm..i ren...de pain will go off in a few days time...den i told my bro...he say in army duck walk n frog jump is banned...cos will cause injury...dunno is true anot...bt nvm la...jiu jiu yi ci nia...nt as if everyday do wat...eatin instant noodle rite nw...den mian tang bcome mian gan...tis shows tt today weather nt humid...later goin sell ice cream...tis time no uncle...is take trolley ourself..i fry de uncle liao...fried him wif salted fish...he still dare to call...bt i hot...i don wanna answer...actually is bcos he call durin my trainin...den he call ST...den ST ask me answer...bt i don wan leh...hu ask u to make me so DL...nobody have made me so dl lo...

A woman is more vicious...howeva...a middle-aged uncle is more petty...

A achin jingwen shang

2005-11-26T11:33:00.000-08:00

NABEI!!!when writin de previous entry i was like so damn fucked up lo...bastard....i went sellin ice cream at tt day...den de uncle very ling ren tao yan lo...late king man...bastard...we wanna get de poster frm him oso so ganko...Shole...made us wait 4 a hr+++...nvm...i ren...!!!den he say he at night gt wat lan jiao function so can deliver de ice cream to us at 9pm...nvm...it's damn ok...i REN!...!!!i machiam eat some ice liao after he say if we sell 10 tubs he will rush over at 0830...wahahahahaha..den we start work happily after...when we reached 10 tubs liao...0830..he say ok...he go take stock...den we sit under a void deck machiam like soldier waitin 4 de arrival of king..basket...we wait 4 half hr liao...impatient...call him...he say on his way liao...so we sit there like some idiot...here's a phrase my mum like to say...kok kok dan...means wait blindly...den we 0950 call him he say he 5min later reach...den i bery damn dulan...KNNBCCB...he reach at 1000+++...u gd...i REN!!!...i ren!!...!!i REN>>!!!!@#$%^&*()_+...den we go deliver...u noe not...10+++...some ppl slp liao...so i rush...den i gt to cross de road to deliver to LT...i run there lo...somemore de floor so slippery...i noe my shoe very gd...$2 nia...run there run bak...den i like sotong...blur + hand no friction...u noe...sotong de hand so hua...so slippery...den de $$$ drop lo...$10 u noe...ok...is all my fault KKkKKk...is nt like i wanna u to pay lo...when i rush bak to find...i was still tinkin hopin prayin tt de uncle won't care about it...bt i was damn so naive...he's such petty guy...i'm wrong...i was so stupid can...i work 4 u 4 so long liao...shld noe wat kinda of ppl u r...i shld b very expert...bt can u don b so sarcastic!!...KNNBCCB...CHEEBYE...BASTARD...FUCKER...NABEI...LAN JIAO LANG...EATTAIL...wateva shit u r...i hot liao...i cannot tahan liao...i'm cursin n swearin rite nw..!!!!@#$%^&*()./.. i'm both angry n blamin myself then...cos i hai my fren to earn less...n i fed up wif de sarcatism frm de uncle...cry like hell...so long didn cry liao...hate u!!!fuck up wif myself 4 bein so stupid...stupid enough to rush here rush there...in de end is kena scolded... he took 1hr30min to reach jurong...gd seh...i tink if i take cab to pasir ris still gt some time remain...singapore nt america u noe...shole...u still have de gut to call rite...disappointed thoroughly....i noe when workin we shld ren...bt he has gone too overboard...watmore de $10 is deducted frm our pathetic $30 pay lo...wat right have u gt to scold me...my mum oso rarely scold me...hu u tink u r???president??cher???u r jus a petty guy...a guy hu let gals wait...a guy hu don have zi zhi zi ming...

ren yi shi...feng ping lang jing...tui yi bu...hai kuo tian kong...howeva...there's a limit to my tolerance....

A fed up jingwen shang...

2005-11-18T23:39:00.000-08:00

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

I am borned moron...

A stupid jingwen shang

2005-11-15T16:53:00.000-08:00

ur beloved jingwen is bak...erm..nt back frm malaysia like freak...bt is heihei...bak frm singapore...wahahahahaha...tis mornin wake up felt giddy den de stupid flu jus simply love me too much...follow me till nw...dunno y tis few days i keep feelin giddy...giddiness love me very much too...bt i don love them leh...i love myself...so my shadow is 4eva followin me...any flu n virus can love me bt de bird flu n H5N1 virus cannot...u noe y?cos i am a gal...no bird to fall sick...bt i gt artificial 1...banana lo...can help to digest somemore betta than wat guys haz rite...currently evaporation is takin place on me...so cannot slp...my hair is still waitin 4 dryness to follow them...nw afternoon i wait 4 it to dry...bt at night i heck care...so slpy still mus wait...siao arhzZz~!...tt's hw lazy i am...rock music r drivin me deaf...wahahahahaha...today alarm clock ring i didn hear...somemore is 1 of de loudest tone i haz....wat's happenin to me...am i dyin soon...siao arhzZz~!...jiang rong yi si wo jiu bu shi jingwen... wow...today shocked tio...my mama suddenly ask about my tution...she always bo chap 1...cannot blame la...cos i tink she scared i will retain ba...i tink she wan me to start my tution nw...bt i oso 1...bt i tink my bank nt enough $$$ to last till nxt year end...bt walk 1 step c 1 step lo...i oso 1 to start tution nw...bt all bcos of $$$$!!!fucker...haha...my mum is goin broke le...i calculated b4...if both my bro n me can enter U den we will enter together...hope tt both of us can make it...i really wan to fulfil my grandpa last wish!!haizZz~really wanted to haz tution for 4 subject nxt year...bt my mum sure cannot afford de...200 a month oso muz use bank le let alone 4 subject...bt i tink if i really cannot make it she will still let me haz tution 4 all subject i'm weak in de la...cos my mum dote me so much...walau...bastard la...if only i can squeeze in2 top 28 in de whole level den gd lo...den i can continue my scholarship...haizZz~i already wasted 2 years liao lo...which means $1000 dollars...fuck la...

In de world,mother is de best...no matter hw bad de child is...de child is still an apple in de mother's eye...cannot blame...all of us come out frm mama de vagina de wat...

A slpy jingwen shang

2005-11-11T18:58:00.000-08:00

lalalalalalalalalala...!!!so long didn online le...so damn bz...erm tis few days keep carryin out de same daily routine..went to work den trainin den eat den slp...wahahahaha...if tis carries on i sure bery happy...cos de calories i took in is lesser than that i burnt...wahahahaha...later i bcome hour-glass figure...tis whole week i doin sports...wire burnt liao...bulb fused liao...screw loose liao...in short...i sot sot tay...I"M MAD...omg...wat happened...??heihei...tml gt open hse...so after work still nd go play bmt...den go eat den go collect my racket...omg...i gt to pay $16 4 my racket...sobsob...cos i don wan n don feel like takin $$$ frm my beloved mum since i am workin...heihei...sun goin to play tennis...so tis wk no time go chiong liao...sianified...tink weekend or nxt fri den gt time to come here n crap again...hope tt everyday mo gui xun lian will improve my skill..ganbatei...jia you...den today dunno y my head like bcome so heavy...tou arh tou...u overweight liao izzit???i don wish to bcome luohanyu head leh...muz recover faster leh...tou arh tou...dun naughty liao hor..don kick me like baby does...my head hurts!!!sneezin n coughin away...bt wo lai ye...miss my comp too much...bobian...so long didn touch u le...comp...u gt miss me or not??haha...tink tml can buy chicken essence 4 my beloved mum liao...haha...checked de price liao...$16.50...never mind...tml i get my salary...heihei...wanna give her a surprise...hope de first sentence she say won't b...y u anyhow spend $$$...haizZz~...juz nw i kana xia dao sheshe on my pant leh...i'm crazy...don mind me..my mama suddenly like in such pain...xia dao xia dao...den she went to de doc liao...juz nw accompany her go...den she ask me go buy grocery so i went n come home liao as she instructed...tink is gastric ba...but really bery scary leh...after she ate her dinner den she went toilet n i went in2 her rm to lie down cos my head hurt...den suddenly she lie down n pressed on her stomach n in great pain....so i took de phone to her to let her call our family doc n i go bath den accompany her down...still rmb when i was young i everytime accompany my mum to hospital 4 X-ray bcos of her gastric...den she cannot drink coffee...den unlucky la...my mum work night shift ma..so bery nan ao...den everyday she come home liao my bro n me don dare make noise...let her get as much slp as possible...wahahaha...or shld i say we naughty...everyday go out chiong...walau...i really pig arh...juz nw shld haz wake up n cook...cos juz nw after trainin i go eat lunch..den finish eatin headache come knockin at my hse...sian...so didn went out to chiong...den went home n i juz wanted to lie down to rest bt fell aslp...5++ den wake up by my mum...she ask me wake up eat dinner...yuan lai dabao thingy to eat...tis few days we eat alot thingy dabao home liao...mama spent alot $$$ liao... i afraid later yue di nt enough...bt hu ask me overslp...my trainin clash wif my bro trainin sometimes n my mama too tired cannot cook so gt to takeaway...haizZz~heihei...mama came home liao...she say doc say no prob...hip hip hurray...wow...tis few days trainin gt de hai lang tao tao wo bu scared...bt i hear de song i scared leh...everyday de same old thingy...haha...they rehearsin 4 open hse ma...so gt de song...juz nw went down shop 4 grocery den i too kind..help de auntie man de stall n she went to de toilet..bhb...haha..alot thingy happened tis wk...gt to know my bro betta...somehow sometimes someday i don understand y my bro n me so close...still rmb last time we always quarrel de...cos tt time i still bery childish...small thingy oso wanna fight wif him...i bery lucky...haz such a bro hu tolerate me so much...hehe...don b jealous wor...hu gt job lobang???my bro wan!!!i wanna go chiong!!!wow...medicine bery weird leh...b4 food 1 hr eat...den after food straight away eat den still gt wat after food 1 hr...tt's means my mama gt to spend 3 hrs eatin medicine lo...so troublesome..

Cherish de ppl around u b4 they r gone...

A sick jingwen shang...

2005-11-05T16:13:00.000-08:00

heihei....here comes my long long entry again...today is another happy jingwen greetin u all...i tink i am so high tt i can reach de sky...siao...nt really tt high la...exaggeratin...today gt my pay le...a pathetic $24...bt nt bad...cos i only work 2 days tis wk...my bag...i'm here!today little ppl go buy bks...so 5 of us sit there beat FLIES...bt no FLY FLY around leh...so really nth to do...here start de story n jokin session...our bkshop auntie n uncle so gd...yi dian dou bu old-fashion...lolxXx...unlike tt idiot pervertic teo..we haz TCS 4 bery long...tt means tok cock session...u r juz a small pathetic cher nia...y u care so much..hu say no CCA or frm normal acad 1 cannot work at de bkshop...u tink hu u r??so big meh...where big??bird big?C-cah later get bird flu den u noe...ppl nw get express student to work liao den u still come here di siao siao...say ppl no CCA cannot work...bullshit...jeremy...i tong qing ni arhzZz~teo is so fuckin gl man...den might as well make fuhua a specially cater to express ppl sch la...so zhen dui ta men...she hui bai lei!!!bastard...anyway...work at de bkshop quite slack...i love it...somemore de ppl so friendly...so gd...i haz a bery full brunch...cos i breakfast no time to eat...anyway tt's my style...4eva no time to eat breakfast de...ppl say muz eat breakfast den can concentrate betta...can get betta result...no wonder my result 4eva tis kinda 1...lolxXx..i spent $4.50 on my lunch nia...thnx to my beloved frens...i love ya...guess wat i eat...happy guessin...haizZz~..i eat mac...cheap seh...still gt dessert leh...still upsize leh...go figure out how i do it ba...bobian...i genius wat...wahahahaha...my lamin skill rusty liao...bery long didn practice...not enough time warm up...after brunch went to buy durian 4 my whole family...cos you fu tong xiang ma...cannot blame...i too fillial liao...hu wanna b my children??lolxXx...cos is i wanna eat la...admit it...hope to buy chicken essence when i gt my nxt pay 4 my mum...dunno i can do it or nt...if can 1 of my wish is fulfil...xiang qian kua jin le yi bu wor..mama...wait 4 my tonic wor...so happy...first time i earn so much $$$ by my own...last time those job i try de pay so pathetic...especially de ice-cream de...wahahahaha....hope tt de new ice-cream de can turn out well...cos de pay bery gd...ppl...b careful wor..1 day i might go knockin on ur hse n pester u to buy frm me...hope tt de job will bring me gd news...wanna earn some $$$ to pay 4 my tution nxt year...dunno can make it or nt?...my kor kor bery gd...keep his promise...so long le...don b jealous of my gd relationship wif my bro wor...rarely quarrel de...cos we too mature le...wahahaha...cos my overall gd den he give me reward...we made tis promise durin last year dec den he still rmb...i love u kor...

It is important tt one keep their promise...yi yan ji chu...si ma nan zui...

A bloated jingwen shang...

2005-11-03T23:47:00.000-08:00

woohoo...today went to city kiakia...bery de damn fuckin high...heihei..today public holi den dy went out wif us wif her maid yuni...walau...so damn fun lo...went to city den hopin to c lotsa shuang ge...count count count...in de end saw 20++ nia...we crazy so do crazy thingy...lolxXx..sot...first time do tis kinda of thingy...sot rite...my screw tink is fly to my beloved lalaland liao...wif de zhong gong u noe...dreamin rite now...lame rite...actually don noe wat i tokin oso...muz b crap la...at first nth fun happened cos we warmin up nia...haben bcome crazy...on de mrt gt tt kinda of feelin today is fuhua outin day...saw a few fuhua ppl...nth happened much...when it reached 7+++we went in2 a shop..a shop which its ba zhi gen wo de bu he...a shop tt a lot of stupid n funny thingy happened...i went out to catch a fresh breath of air...den kick a packet of clothin...miss a little fall down...so heng seh...when i went in again kicked de same old packet of clothin again...cha dian trip again...tis showed tt i will neber learn my lesson lo...4eva walk don c de floor de...lolxXx..den when go in 2 find my fren hit my delicate hand against de super duper hard dunno call wat thingy la..box??shelf??erm u noe gt sales den those cheap stuff dumped in2 de thingy.. thingy?i hit against tt eattail thingy real hard u noe!!btw eattail means vagina in hokkien la...juz learnt tis wordy today...wahahahaha...more vulgarities in my dict le...bt don tink i only noe how to learn vulgarities hor..i oso noe how to say 1-4 in malay...no big deal rite?every1 oso noe...bt quite contented le...wahahahaha...den yuni try on a skirt bery de small de...den cos bery nice die die oso wanna try...so tt cal hor...omg..suggest tt she wear frm top instead frm de bottom...tt means slot de skirt in2 de head den pull down to de waist la...somemore nt in de tryin rm...in de public!we bery noisy den my fren say gt some1 say we bery noisy...bt i don give it a damn...lolxXx..we r tian sheng de noise polluter!!!i laughed till my tears come out u noe...u dunno de situation...everythingy in de shop is so funny...cos some clothin really bery obiang!...den those item on sales gt a weird smell..eEeeeEeeeEE...no wonder on sales...den saw a long pants...we spent quite some time experimentin wif it...abusin it cum torturin it...wahahahaha...n of course tis shop is in bugis...bcos i went to bugis today ma...haizZz~walau...tt rockson still don wanna update his blog...sianzZz~...although dunno hu de hell is he...bt frm his blog can c tt he is a horny n funny guy....heihei...so late still don wanna slp gt motive de...waitin 4 my mum to wake up to get $$$ to buy bks tml...li hia rite...actually is zi huo zi shou la...cos juz nw too late come home...den mama go to slp liao...so bobian gt to xi sheng my slp...after tt wanna go visit my lalaland liao...tml mornin still gt trainin..dunno can get up or nt...

Ample rest produces betta quality of work...bcos...rest is wan walk longer road...direct translation:xiu xi shi yao zou gen chang de lu!!!

A loose screw jingwen shang...

2005-11-03T13:41:00.000-08:00

so shuang...so long didn slp so long liao...slp till my back ach...slp till my hair so messy...like experiment failed like tis..cos ytd night bery tired...didn bothered to wait till my hair dry den go slp le...i like a log slpin like a pig instead of slpin like a log...cos...wahahahaha..i too tanned cannot b pig so b de brown brown log lo...bobian...juz came bak frm chalet ytd den go trainin after a short nap no wonder my body unhappy wif me la...so sorry...my beloved body!!!xin ku ni le...so many thingy happened in a few days...gt unhappy de oso gt happy de...in total...3 happy n lotsa of unhappy de...i nt stupid(rmb de show???)...i'm nt goin to tok about unhappy thingy...wahahahaha...i so happy on mon...started workin somemore postin result out le...my wish came true...get into combi A den same class as de ppl i 1 2...2 simin in my class...both sot sot de...scew went loose...sure chaotic...bt nt scared nt scared...wif me around hor...there will b more chao!!!lolxXx...den went to chalet on mon too...missed de shuttle bus...a blessin in disguise seh...nt bcos i c a shuang ge neither izzit i saw a mei nu...n of course nt bcos i saw a celebrity...is bcos i met a damn kind person...me st sm n diona too stubborn le...die die oso don wanna take taxi...die die oso wanna walk to de chalet...cos we so poor...den don wanna spend $$$...gt a taxi drive my fren to chalet...den on de way..serence teachin us how to go...den de taxi driver kept psycho-in us to take taxi...bt cannot blame...our determination too strong le...when we walkin half way...gt a car horn us...nt some idiotic ppl...is de taxi driver...wahahahaha...he so gd...drive us to de chalet 4 free...YONG KE YEN...if i'm nt wrong...he's such a kind soul...wif a pure white beautiful heart...den mon night me n diona so high n siao...kept makin lotsa noise..den in de end...my throat hoarse nw...I ND STREPSIL!!noon den wake up...still tot is 9am nia...slpt 4 13 hrs...!!!my mama came bak frm work le...slpin rite nw=no food 4 me!!!cos i totally broke...cannot go dabao...oso don wanna wake mama up...my bro still slpin like a log nw...cos he fair ma...den nw can sit muz sit longer...or else later my leg is gonna kill me...cos i goin town kiakia later...can tis holi b counted as holi???sch trainin +night trainin=7 trainin in a week...all on wkdays...5 workin days is achieved...5 workin days is achieved!!!clap clap...perhap tis is de only way so tt nxt year fuhua's dream will b achieved...gan-ba-dei...jia you...our common dream...get 1st 4 B gals again...eatin biscuit n drinkin my beloved yoghurt nw...wahahahaha...muz drink de yoghurt often...can help in constipation!!!marigold strawberry yoghurt!!it's a miracle tt i can find food in my hse..cos my hse gt 2 hungry ghost who will devour wateva food out n of cos i'm 1 of them!!!

Do nt 4get little kindnesses,n do nt rmb small faults!!!

A hungry jingwen shang

2005-10-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

waw...i nw then realised i start 4 of my entry wif wa..tis 1 ye bu li wai...dotzZz~...learnt more wa words today...special thnx to sm,hk,pt,evan n ccy...here's de WOW entry!!!waliew,walan,waseh,wakao,walau,wahahahaha n wapiang...lame rite???can descibe de temp???-0 degree??if tt's de case my lamin skill haz improved...today went crazy at sm hse....cos gt me around...!!!sm's sayin:i imitate sally?sally imitate me?wahahahaha...lolxXx~of course is i imitate sally la...my laughter is more evil...like tis...wahahaha..but buai pai...sally's unique laughter can xia si hen duo ren...my laughter is more shan liang!!!then bcos i imitate sally's laughter alot ppl die under my mouth...den we very sian...wanna disiao ppl...guess hu's our target???bet u cannot guess...is de ppl hu convey de sms...we purposely sms to sm hse...den wanna hear how de ppl read out..we gl...de sms gt 3 language de...den tt person say chinese until very funny...made us laughed like hell..tis is juz de beginnin...a good start seh...den gt alot thingy happened den i laughed till my jaw n stomach pain...we r exceptionally high n horny today...or mayb i zi high at times...no la...gt ppl pei wo...gt a gal call which is sm'beloved bro fren...den she so pity..ke lian de dong xi...wahahahaha...another victim of ours...at first is evan screamed den sally's laughter which is made by me n followed by another kana raped scream...den de bedsheet so untidy...like we juz finished sexin...tt's de reason y i say we horny...b4 goin sm hse i burnt too much calories den sticky sticky...some1 gl say sm parents bed gt semen...lolxXx...had a heartful n gd laugh throughout today...
although today is de last day of sch bt don haz tt kinda of feelin...we r gonna to spilt soon...2A'05 i will cherish de mei hao shi guang we had together..de sad times,de crazy time,de stressful time n of course de happy times...i juz don like de feelin of separation...although i knew very well tt eventually everythingy is gonna to change...i resemble lit novel de clay marble de character Dara...one hu tends to clings onto de happier times...one hu don wished to b separated...y can't things stay as it is???y can't we remain like tis???tis 2 years,we haz gone through thick n thin...praises frm chers...as well as scoldin frm cher...we haz racked our brain together to solve problem...when we r juz becomin united,we r goin to spilt...mayb tis made me cherish de last period of time we had together...tt's y i am so high together...i don wished to b separated!!!

Tian xia wu bu shan zhi yan xi...eventually there will b 1 day tt we r gonna to spilt...n i don wish it to happen so soon...hope time can turn bak...howeva,if time can turn bak,we won't cherish de happy times we had together...de happy memories would always b in my heart..somewhere deep in my heart...zai jian le peng you...huan nan jian zhen qing...

jingwen wif mixed feelins shang...

2005-10-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

walan...tt rockson hor...y cannot like me so free leh...i missed ur damn entries leh...can make me 4get all my troubles...rockson rox like hell lo...today trainin again...trainin real hard tis few days...wahahahaha...cos exam over le..cannot slack on bmt anymore...den after trainin so damn tired den go home like usual no dinner...xi guan le...den of course a gd chef like me gt to fa hui my culinary skill...bt really tinks is unfair...gonna explode nw...babooOoooOoo....y my old-fashioned relative still muz haz tt kinda of old-fashion concept neh???zhong nan qing nu...u gd...my dream is to get in2 university 4 u to c...i wanna prove u wrong...deng zhe qiao...everytime my hse untidy or dirty u scold me...every little thingy oso can pick up n scold...i muz do everything all by myself lo...den u tok to me is wat tone???tok to my beloved bro is wat tone...u gd...i will rmb how u treat me de...juz bcos i lack a penis u treat me like tis???u gd u gd...love u so much seh...i haz to juggle btween my studies my CCA n de damn hse...u tink i wat???robot???singapore FOC maid???i haz a damn gd habit u noe???the more u force me the more i don obey u leh...scold more lo...i immune liao loh...last time still will hid under my beloved pillow n cry now i won't...all thnx to u leh...u made me a stronger person lo...mayb i should kowtow to u...den everytime u come gt 1 ming yan 1...u noe ur mum work very hard or not...so muz help her to lessen her burden...of course i noe tt damn theory la...u tink i as stupid as pig meh???bt u juz noe how to say tt...wat about u???wat action haz u taken???my beloved mum work 4 u like cow like horse den u didn even raise her salary by a little???she work 4 u since i was p1 u noe???other ppl haz their mum fetch them frm sch wat about me???luckily i still haz my grandpa...den when i p3 u forced me to b a independent person...i haz to go to sch n come bak frm sch ALL BY MYSELF...mayb u tink tt's not a big deal...bt do u noe how a small kid like me then feel??u don even understand me...u tink i don wanna help my mum???u tink i study so hard 4 wat???4 fun???or bcos de government say muz study hard so i study blindly???izzit my frend study den i study???mind u...i nt copycat...cos i wanna earn lotsa of money...bt do u noe i juggle everything ALL BY MYSELF until very xin ku liao ma???public holi my mum no break...new year break 1 day...u gd...so damn fuckin kind rite???other ppl parents sat sun can bring them go out...wat about me???i can't even rmb when is de last time i went out wif my mum to enjoy ourselves...perhaps decade liao ba... tt's when i was still a 4 or 5 years old innocent gal ba...bt i haz grown up...i haz my own tinkin...let me recall my pri sch life ba...xiang dang nian...a cloud driftin about...when i was p2 wat i doin???suckin nei nei n watchin tv like nobody business???nonono...i was sweepin de floor n moppin de floor...washin de dishes???still rmb 1 time...i gt to rush to sch 4 project den runnin late den still gt to sweep de floor...den still nt clean...so kana scolded...all tis is caused by u!!!where's de care n concern frm my mother???my routine is totally diff frm her...sometimes when we r both bz i cannot even c her...u tink i was really tt damn strong???yea...u r rite...i am indeed tt strong nw...nt tt timid gal as b4...heihei...everytime u come my hse cannot c me rite...cos i purposely wanna avoid u...wahahahaha...li hai ba...perhap u c my face bu shuang so i don show my face to u lo...rmb tt time gt weddin...den u come u ask me i wanna go or nt...den i purposely don wanna go de...cos go there oso kana say by u all...might as well don zi tao ku chi...bt bo bian...cos is my home ma...still cannot like a dog kennel...still gt to do housework...tao ye tao bu diao...stop tis idiotic topic here...nw de crossfire discussin about students scoldin cher on de net...den i zhun zhun bloggin...haizZz~den they say student scoldin cher on blog n friendster...guilty seh...

Somethingy in life is beyond our control...so haz to accept it blindly...perhaps i don agree wif tis when i was still full of energy...bt reality forced me to accept it...

A pek chek jingwen shang

2005-10-25T15:47:00.000-07:00

heihei...blieve tt tis few days there will b more gd essay or entry???comin up...my fans complained tt my blog too long le...so muz summarise them...nw is xia gou xia mao..(rainin cats n dogs la)later spore flood again...cannot tahan too many cats n dogs...my entry is full of sesame n green bean(zhi ma lu dou)...wahahaha..like de weather nw...i noe my fans muz b feelin bery cold...later spore is snowin cats n dogs nt rain...sibei sian...tml still gt trainin...continue like tis i tink my mouse will come out...muscles lo...den i can bid gd bye to my beloved as skinny as bamboo hand le...bcome macho seh..EeeEwwW...EEeeeeeeRrRrrrrR..wahahahahaha... tink u love de angle of depression...so depressed...specially dedicated to u...u shld noe hu u r...chattin wif me rite nw...

when u r happy,life goes on..when u r unhappy life still haz to goes on...so might as well live ur life to de fullest n happiest la...don mistreat urself...when u r feelin down,de earth will still rotate n the sun will still rise so muz open open heart heart de live wor...

a counsellin jingwen shang...

2005-10-25T14:55:00.000-07:00

haizZz~chu chu peng ding zi...sianified...y nowaday ppl's definition of age r so weird???y sch tell us tt we r already 14 years old liao,da le...muz b more mature muz haz more initiative muz haz all these all tt bt when i go find job den those idiotic bastard ppl reply is 14 too young le...mayb we shld go home drink nei nei bazZz~...flyer oso muz c age de wor..nw den i noe...den government might as well pass a law tt 14 years old KID cannot work???i tot 14 years old is a young TEENAGER le...1 tt can b independent???1 tt can fend 4 themselves???1 tt can do lotsa of thingy???if adults tinks tt we don haz de ability pls stop askin us to do tis do tt ok!!!darn it damn it...wateva it...wait wait wait...den wat age considered old leh???probably 60 70 or 80 ba....wait again...tt's means 40 50 considered young lo...den y those idiotic bastard still don wish to use them leh???say wat they considered old...haizZz~confused...o..i noe le...0-20 considered young...den 21-35 considered old...den 35 onwards considered lao kok kok lo...oic...bias towards us..tot tt we cannot do thingy tt adult can do...kan bu qi wo men...i noe 1 thingy adult can do tt we cannot do...make babies lo...sex lo...sexual intercourse(fuck la)...cos it is illegal 4 us ma...for goodness sake???can any1 point out anything...mayb i shld sit at home n relax den fan lai zhang kou lo...howeva...i cannot do tt...i don haz a silver spoon in my mouth lo...if really haz i will oso bu xi guan de...den i understand y young teenager r always adult's target to traffick drugs...cos they wan help mama lessen her burden den those idiotic bastard don wanna help them...so they bo bian...bt u give me wat amt of money i oso don wan...i nt jackie chan ma...cannot fly about freely...perhaps i shld go coffee shop wash plates ba...cannot cannot cannot...we too you xiu liao...nowaday spore ppl cannot take hard work de...sure cannot make it de la...haizZz~don go there bei ren shun betta...den adults really very bias toward normal acad or tech de leh...only they can go out work rite???express 1 cannot de...wat's de meanin of tis:
idiotic bastard:'u all wat stream de?
young TEENAGER:'we...'
b4 de young TEENAGER could say anything de idiotic bastard chop in...
idiotic bastard:'normal tech?'
de young TEENAGER shook their head...again b4 de young teenager could say anything idiotic bastard chop in again...
idiotic bastard:'normal acad?'
finally de young TEENAGER can use their saliva...
we express de...i noe i don look like express de la...pai kia look izzit...cannot blame ma...tt's my face since i was borned...u c bu shuang can don c de ma...hu ask u to c???nobody rite???mind u...normal acad n tech oso ppl... express n special oso lo...can adult stop kan bu qi ren???studies nt gd so waT???don adult care about de feelin of ppl frm normal acad???sometimes i was wonderin izzit de society too practical den hurt de feelin of those studies nt gd de...den they purposely rebellious...they izzit really wan to b rebellious de???i blieve they don...can't adult b more understandin???show them more care n concern...n stop comparin them wif other ppl...ren bi ren qi si ren...den de ppl qi si is nt adult but those poor pathetic n ke lian teenager...den perhaps they can achieve something big oso...i tink i shld stop my job huntin here ba...lei le...che che di di de lei le...perhaps i shld b guai...study damn hard lo...even if study till i go berserk still muz study... waitin 4 de last reply frm 2 job...if cannot succeed don wanna try le...1 disappointment after another...SHOU GOU LE!!!...i shld prepare myself 4 de tough road ahead of me...cong xin chong chi...wahahahaha...shld stop all tis stupid crappin here...grumbling all de while....nt my style seh...tui yi bu feng ping lang jing...rang yi bu hai kuo tian kong...today n tml markin day...don nd go sch...so damn fuckin nice...wow i love my beloved sch...4 once i gt tis feelin...oOp...y don longer leh?i tot de listenin compre mentioned tt rest allow de cher to haz more energy den can produce betta quality of work???muz longer!!!lolxXx...one shouldnt b so greedy la...anyway 2 days is enough la...cos holis comin...wahahahaha...finally...year end holi rox...cos is totally stressless...den ytd 12 am slp today 12 pm wake up...so shuang...so long didn slp so long le....den bo bian...eat my brunch lo...like tis goes on i sure can haz mo gui shen cai...lolxXx...crappin away again...den i gt a crazy fan 4 my beloved blog...tt is xiao wen...willin to wait 4 my entry tt is fresh frm de oven...so i man man lai...lolxXx...no la...tink she bored to death so nth to do den come entertain me lo...

when u failed 1 time doesn't mean tt u will fail 4eva...as long as u try n try n try again...i blieve it will eventually come to a point tt u will success...failure is de mother of success...

a refreshed jingwen shang...

2005-10-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

waliew seh...today is such a long tirin bad day...aiyo...ps la...vocab limited...no more new or chim chim words to use...woa...i woke up at 0630 still rushed to sch like hell...like as if i hazin O level den i late...cos if late too much cannot take ba...siao...crazy...cos i man man tu ma...tt's my style...take 1 step at a time...everythingy is goin to turns out fine de la...de first thingy i saw i shld nt say...scared,frightened n a cold chill went down my spine...wow...my angmoh nt tt bad after all...perhaps tt's de only bombastic word i noe...de bomb wateva...nt those can explode de bomb leh...means those super duper idiotic chim words...juz guessin de spellin bt i tink those hu read my blog shld understand...cos same standard!!!when i on my way to sch,started to feel warm...nt SARS nt dengue fever n of course nt HORNY!!!bt de hectic rush n anxiety caused my body temp shoot up...de whole sch very high n active tis few days...cannot blame...den like parrot...tok non-stop...actually i am oso 1 of them...our beloved discipline master made us sit down on de beloved WARM parade square...den i tahan till very gan core...after tt a few guys or cher??? tok tok tok,tok till i cool down le...finally allow us to go bak class...wow almost 1 period gone...so happy...y tis kinda of thingy don happen b4 exam???den can b slack abit...I AM A SLACKER...gurantee+chop+stamp liao...somemore they say my beloved godmother nt here today...tot is a miracle...although she's old,bt she bery de understandin n gt a few words fits her perfectly...FULL ATTENDANCE...me as a guai or shld i say pathetic student cannot even obtain tt...mayb she drink tt wateva milk...erm u noe tt 1 drink already den very healthy de...de advertisement goes like tis...in de last few years,de award had nt been given out...howeva...tis year 'JINGWEN' haz full attendance...den gt a KPO ask my 'mum' hw i do it de...den she reply:'drink de wateva milk lo'...most importantly can save lotsa of $$$ leh...lolxXx...crapper is bak...durin de usual borin sci lesson,i don even give cher a damn nw...cos exam over...at least b4 exam i still bother about him...hardworkin...readin storybk...den suddenly my godmum wear white n walked past...of course i frightened till i urine la...exaggeratin...1st time c her wear white...ppl out there!!!ATTENTION...WARNIN!!!especially those wif fair complexion!!!don eva wear white walkin around..!!!i hum ji...my gut very small de....chey...tot she miss me so much...come here c my beloved face bt xiang fan de,she come here torture us de la...give us wk...frm her,i learnt alot of thingy...especially...EVERY SECONDS IS PRECIOUS....lolxXx...after exam still cannot slack durin math...still muz continue...bt neber mind...cos u can let my math qi si hui sheng...actually when i c algebra hor i give up hope liao leh...bt u r always there encouragin us...I LOVE U...i nt zi lian liao..MRS TAY ROX!!!...wahahahaha...den lit...de cher oso nt bad la...read us bedtime story...bt a unique version...nw den i noe cinderella didn marry de prince n lead a happy life eva after...she c de evil prince so evil...anyhow go around kacha ppl head...den she scared scared small gut like me lo...she marry a normal man,lead a normal life happily eva after...i tot qi pian ren jia shi bu dui de???den y those fairytale storkbk tells us a diff story leh???i wan to start my argumentative essay nw...after de sweet sweet bedtime stories,we went bak to poems...as usual nth get in2 my beloved brain ba...a rose cannot fall sick meh...like human lo...immune system weak den those evil virus will cen ji attack lo...hw can a worm b invisible???drink invisible potion like those in drama arhzZz???i oso wan...den still gt wateva shit la...literature de ba zhi gen wo de ba zhi bu he...tis part sensored...later sure gt ppl come bash me up de...lit S'o'x...my mama teach me cannot lie...bt bo bian...tis 1 nt frm lit de la...bt bu shuang say like tis...if practice make perfect,wat make practice???wat's de definition of practice??do we haz to hold a bk like a bkworm n study whole day???does slackin around considered as practice???relieve stress ma...how much amt of practice will make perfect???ans izzit sufficient???den wat's de definition of sufficient???confused...haizZz~...eng show n tell...den maha say i like string puppet...bt string puppet muz haz ppl control dem ma...hu's controlin me leh...???rackin my beloved brain...no leh??...today i finally realised tt i am tt intelligent...my angmoh juz above spore average...tis means tt my brain cells still fresh frm de oven...wahahahaha...consolin myself...bt still,i don give it a damn...i come frm a chinese n hokkien speakin family...mind u...haizZz~...den after tt chinese lesson....sorry moh lao shi...bt i didn make u angry wat...y shld i say sorry...u r a fantastic cher...bt perhaps u r too kind ba...tai fang zhong wo men...sometimes i was wonderin if u haz been stricter A BIT...things MIGHT haz been diff...everytime c u shoutin at de top of ur voice me n corina will feel guilty,although SOMETIME i am nt de noise polluter...wo men bu nen zai ze yang fang si le...muz b more mature...we should nt take u 4 granted...perhaps nw everythingy is gonna to change den i can finally realise tis simple theory ba...omg...den finally dao wo qi dai yi jiu de D&T le...utterly disappointed...i tot zhuo shi muz haz head n tail???our practical haben finish leh...so cannot teach theory...adult like to lie to young teendager like us...i tot u mentioned tt after exam den we will continue our practical???a bunch of liars...sian sian sian...another no temper cher...i am so lucky...alot cher bery nice to bully n ez-goin de...den my eyelid bery heavy...wanna close le...cos i c de drawin den i like c zhong gong...wanna go meet him/her leh...jian zhong gong means i wanna to slp...finally lessons over...den went to de bkshop cos de uncle told us to start work today...bt in de end those txtbk nt here n he's nt there too...so went to trainin straight away...today suddenly so enthu...play play den suddenly de feelin come bak le...cos 1 exam after another...cannot really concentrate...somemore tt time break so long...den skills rusty...finally wait so long le...de feelin come bak...wahahahaha...FINALLY!!!...omg...den later in de night still gt night trainin...today sure can lose lotsa of weight de...burnt alot calories...somemore calories intake very low...my dinner cum lunch is juz whipped potato...when walkin home frm night trainin(more like draggin instead of walkin) i felt tt my leg bcome very heavy...OMG i bcame fat...don b crazy liao la...today rarely rest ma...wat a meaninful day seh...den watched de news say yan guang &shi pei jing shi muz choose yan yan...hopefully cher oso leh...cos cher is lao SHI...oso gt shi...sama sama la...cos some cher really very powder seh...i sometimes don even noe wat knowledge(craps) they teachin...i confirm my ear no shit...bt still don understand...den in de end...alot ppl kaykay noe liao...bt actually still dunno de la...of course i am 1 of them...these cher simply rox lo...den i heard a name frm de news very excited...sounds familiar...o...chinese cher gt teach...i noe i noe...bt nw 4get de name le...stm!!!gt a blister on my leg...1 phrase to descibe it...nt tong si wo...bt weird ppl haz weird blister on their weird leg at weird places...hey...rhymn leh...lit dao chi yi you...like coach say de...only weird ppl engage in sports de...cos they knew very well tt it is a tough road bt they still decided to take tis path...my life is full of gui ren...they r:'my godmum aka mrs tay,mdm moh aka mao laoshi n coach...cher can do far more than teachin us knowledge...bt oso zhuo ren de dao li...bt only those gt lotsa ren sheng jing yan de can complete tis...nt necessary muz b old...as long as xue wen yuan bo can liao...thnx man...i shld learn jue dui superstar de weilian...:thnx guys...lolxXx...my butt like glued to de chair...too lazy to get up so continue writin...juz now gt a mature zar bo called me...i tot is hu...chey...scared me out of my wit...speak till so formal den in de end is another cher as descibed above...those negative de la...she very noble...i tink previous entry oso gt her big name...i tot i gt in2 wat big trouble...muz call me personally...lolxXx...howeva...i too guai le...wat big trouble can i get in2???gang fightin???nonono..i am against violence...smokin???i don wish to use $$$ to kill myself...at most kana caught 4 de naughty shirt droppin out nia...or long fingernails n hairs...i use those thousand of seconds doin something more meaninful e.g bloggin...cos every seconds are impt...

A white lie is alrite to me ba...as long as it is a shan yi de huang yan...as long as it can make others happy...as long as no1 is harmed frm it...

a dyin n worn out jingwen shang...

2005-10-23T14:24:00.000-07:00

Today is such a boring day...so damn free seh...darn it...no place to go out...rotting away...can contribute to natural fertiliser...buai pai...lolxXx...hope rockson will update his blog more often!!!www.rockson.blogspot.com rox like hell lo...haizZz~today i slept like a log...my hse downstairs repairin de road den so noisy i oso cannot wake up...sian dao ji dian...den wake up first thingy switch on de comp...nt come online...but re-watch lavender...so nice...lavender->deng dai ai qing de chu xian...wahahahaha...siao arhzZz...wo de ai qing chu xian le!!!wo shi ge chao ji zi lian kuang!!!i rox myself...bhb...anyway....tonight muz slp early lo...cos gt sch tml...wan to pom diao leh..cos tues n wed sch holis wat...den duo yi tian bu hui si de la...bt muz b guai kia seh...haizZz~...after exam i bcame damn slack...everyday 0650 wake up...den haben iron my beloved uniform,haben pack bag...aiya haben do alot thingy la!...den when finish ironin 7++ liao...den still very gl...go bath...cos i very hygienic or i admit la...i gt jie pi...didn't bath 1 day won't feel rite...den haz a mad hectic rush to sch 4 tis few days...sickenin...wanna do lotsa of thingy leh...bt nobody pei wo...i wanna go cycling,play basketball,ice-skating,swimmin...aiyo very energetic nw la...wateva is fun i wanna try...especially thrillin de...gt a damn nice song to recommend!!energy->yan lei de wei dao...wo xiang wo zhi dao, yan lei de wei dao.cen jin fu chu de mei yi tian mei yi nian,wo bu cen xiang tao.shou shang de chi pang zong you yi tian hui man man man man de bian hao...izzit true???if a bird kana oil spill on its feather i tot is sure die de???or izzit geog bluff us???lavender->zhi yao yong li hu xi,jiu neng kan dao qi ji.does miracles really exist???if it does exist,y it doesn't happen on me???lolxXx...sian dao ji dian so i'm here lamin around...wahahahaha...

If u really blieve in something,it will eventually come true BA...

a boliao jingwen shang

2005-10-22T22:06:00.000-07:00

wahahahaha...still de same old high mood today...walau..waseh..wa wateva...i gt 1 word to describe blogs...chimelolegy...haizZz~!my angmoh very gd...gt lotsa of ink in my stomach...so exam no ink not scared...crapping away...today my beloved bro invited his beloved frend to my beloved hse 4 a beloved dinner...wah...den i innocent innocent...den i gt to tidy up de hse...den do lotsa of washing and cuttiing..bt quite fun...frm 4pm cook till 7pm...den de preparation time...omg...i felt as if i dying soon...juz finish mopping de floor den bath den help my beloved bro...stupidified...i so damn blur lo...i 4got when preparin i will sweat...den gt to bath again...lazy seh...i peel de praWN peel till i wanna vomit blood...den intestine all those...omg...takes me 1 hrs+++ to finish...i very hardwokin seh...go count gt how many prawns...muscles achin like hell...C-car-li gt SARS...no la...cos ytd do push-up...omg...juz 80 push-up i achin liao...lao le lao le...y can't we do gals style...but guys de push-up more effective la...i agree!since when did i bcame so kind???i tot i very evil de...wahahahaha...frm my laughter u noe le...today like is goin out day...alot ppl ask me go out...den cos of my beloved bro i didn go...SORRY!!!but cannot blame...i love my bro...btw hor...my blogskin too chio le...den gt lotsa ppl ask me i love hu...wahahaha...i will reveal it here...listen carefully...muz blieve ur eye wor...i love...

i love...

i love...

i love MYSELF...wo shi zi lian kuang!!!
human are so weird...or shld i say i'm so weird...exam over i nth do...den wanna study...bt b4 exam c bks duo hai lai bu ji...weirdo...wahseh felt i so useless..especially when it comes to geog!!!walau...knnbccb...later my ink all come out...i get 10 marks for map leh...but minus away de sausage lo...a very nice,chio n handsome 3gg appeared b4 my eye...wah...i muz go n cook it...hard-boiled,half-boiled or steamed betta leh...felt as if i so useless,stupid,dumb...wateva la...i studied so hard n so long...days leh...nt hours..den get tis kinda of result...all bcos of my beloved cher...i love her too much le...love till i keep lookin at her den didn listen...cos i scared i listen will fall asleep...u betta than my mum...sing lullaby 4 me...love u very much!!!or shld i say u sacred leh..??recite ur holy shit to us...i haz already tried my best still get tis kinda of result...i tot practice make perfect???i muz admit tt i'm stupid lo...naive-tinkin...tot tt i study all day can get at least a pathetic B4 tot tt i can do it... tot tt de prob lies wif me nt u...tot tt...aiyo...sian...cos i stupid ma...cannot blame...everything i do doesn't seem rite...no matter is my skills, my studies or my career..y can't i haz more luck...y can't i b more intelligent...y can't i b like u...anyway...i tink i hazin some stupid thoughts...sometimes i don understand y i shld exist in tis world...si le gen hao...ke shi...i blieve tt everything happened 4 a reason...bt i beginnnin to suspect if it is true...i muz go play a swing to swing my mood bak....i'm bak to normal...wahahahaha...ming tian hui gen hao...!!!!

life is full of ups and downs...like a elevator...bt we muz learn to accept things as it is...shun qi zi ran...

A weird jingwen shang...

2005-10-14T21:46:00.000-07:00

Wahahahaha...I am so damn fucking high today...14-10-05 ROX... E.Y.E finally over...my sec 2 life almost come to the end le...filled wif mixed feelins...first paper today is DnT...KNNBCCB..gon case liao...de drawin out of 50 marks i onli gt confident to secure 10 marks...haizZz~~~felt so useless...woa!!!art 1st time can finish on time,1st time do process diary till so serious n most importantly,1st time so slack!!!for de last half an hour+++,felt so anxious 4 some ppl!!!pamela,evan,hooi kim n wan qin still rushing!!!gt de urge to help them...pamela made me de most anxious!!!she very heng sia...de wash floor say time up den she juz nice finish...god blessed....hope every1 will get gd marks 4 E.Y.E!!!den after de exam my screw like loose liao...become sot sot tay...kp lamin...1st time felt so relaxed!!!when we going westmall for sakae sushi,we get into lotsa lotsa lotsa trouble...we very noisy at de bus stop n bus den de public like very du lan us...gt 1 auntie on de bus say we chao si ren...wahahahaha...bt tt won't spoil my gd mood...after tt we cross de road like nobody business...everybody is so HIGH!!!we shop shop shop den in de end spent $28 in total....bought 2 pairs of ear stud n a pair of beach slipper...some1 called me an idiot!!!sob sob...wahahahaha...aiya...she mean no offence de la...wahahahaha...de slippers is so damn cheap u noe...only $3 nia...tt's y i willing to buy....went to sakae sushi n we r still very noisy...we r noise polluter!!!tt's where sci comes in!!!muz monitor noise level!!!when exceed a certain limit,muz wear ear protector!!!today,i found out how to reduce global warmin...there shld b more lamer n cold storage!!!we eat 4 40 min very full le...cos we snatch de food to prevent our beloved frens at de nxt table frm eatin...aiyo...evan,pt,hk,cy, kelvin n edwin poor thing seh..but i don feel pity 4 u all leh!!!in de end they cannot finish their food while ours is dry dry clean clean de...wahahahaha...after tt we went home...den our 'tour guide' very gd!!!lead us to de wrong bus stop...but it serves as a for of exercise 4 digestion!!!wahahahaha...sci come in again...when we reached de corr bus stop,a debate session occurred!!!some say tt it was de opp bus stop while others say tt it is tt bus stop...as for me,i tiam tiam...cos i dunno how to get home...juz followed them blindly...cannot blame...i too innocent...trust ppl easily..wahahahaha...tt's y my sense of direction sux!!! 0530 reached home den online till now...so shuang...1st time online for so long since last term.

Although it is difficult to console others when they feel down,but it is even tougher to console urself...It is ez to say words of consolation to others but it is difficult to apply it on urself.

A damn crazy n high jingwen shang